Hey This Way

Havent felt this way

In a very long time

Yet I think this is the first

Time I’ve felt this way

The day I saw you

For the first time

I wanted you to be mine

Only it would take time

Time I have

No time to play

Got to find a way

A way to find peace

When I lay

And lay with you

Is beyond peace

I’ve walked miles

Without a smile

Unless there was a vile

At the end of the trip

My mind has flipped

And I haven’t tripped

Hoping this doesn’t

Go away ever

Whatever the way

Never felt this way

I’ll never stay forever

Hey this way

You Deserve

You deserve so much more. You deserve to be treated the way you should be, not the way someone thinks they should treat you. You deserve to get back what you give, if not even more. You deserve everything you’ve ever wanted and much more. You deserve to be loved and cherished beyond your wildest dreams. You deserve someone whose going to want to be with you completely, not only when they find it¬†convenient for them. You deserve someone who makes you feel good. You deserve someone whose always there for you, even if its to simply listen to you while you speak. To listen when you’re upset and need to vent.

You deserve love.

You deserve all of this and more and you know that, but why don’t you go and get what you deserve, from someone who will give you everything?

Too Much

Is their such a thing as caring too much about someone?

Caring about someone too much and never being able to say “no”. Causing you to be dealing with their issues, that you have no control over and can’t do anything about.

You end up trying to do what you can, but it never seems to be enough. Enough to the point where you don’t have to help anymore. You can end up caring about someone else too much and you end up forgetting to care about yourself and not doing what makes you happy. Not putting your own happiness first and becoming miserable because of someone else’s issues. Issues that you have no control over, but you have so much love for someone whose issues become yours, because of the love you have for them.

Is there such a thing as caring too much about someone?

Yes. I believe there is, especially when it gets to the point where you completely put someone else first, over and over again. Love yourself and care for yourself, before you go out and care end up caring too much about someone. Dont say “yes” if that means your saying “no” to you.

It’s been too long that I’ve cared too much and I don’t care anymore. I definitely don’t care about what you or anyone thinks of me when I say I don’t care anymore.

One Z

You have all the potential in the world to do whatever it is, that you want

to do, all you have to do is put your mind to it. And no matter what you may

choose to do or not do, you can count on me being there and willing to help in

any way possible. What I would want for you is to keep growing, learning and

never give up on your dreams. Don’t let anyone influence you in any negative

way. Never let anyone bring you down and make you second guess your dreams,that

you would like pursue in life.

Remain humble and be kind to others, because you

never know who someone may be or what they’re going through. Keep in mind that

there are people out there who are less fortunate than you. Therefore you should

stay grateful for all that you have in life. Especially the little things, we

all seem to take for granted. You’ll realize that people can be judgemental of

others, simply based off of looks. Even though we’re told to “never judge a book

by its cover,” yet we as a society do just that. Look at people as being a book,

each with their own story and their own unique theme.

The strength you have both mentally and physically should be nourished and taken care of on a daily basis. Keep them both active and in the best shape, even stronger than you are now. With that strength you have the ability to conquer the world. The strength gives you the chance to stand up for yourself when someones trying to knock you down. Hopefully that strength will bring courage. The courage to stand up for someone, who may not be able to defend themselves. This will speak a lot for your character which I can only hope you keep building your character, as you continue to go grow and experience different things in the world.

No matter what experiences you may go through I’ll always stand behind you. And support you and what you want to do. Always encouraging your artistic and creative ways. Never let that creativity slip away. The decisions you end up making, I’ll never judge or be the one to be mad at you.

I’ll never be the one who will tell you what it is you can or can’t do. That’s not my place to do so, not to mention their will be enough people doing that already. I’ll only be there to help with guidance and give you any advice on what I think you should or shouldnt do.

Telling you what you can or can’t do would be hypocritical of myself considering I believe that you can do anything. My only hope is that you realize what it is that you should or shouldnt do.

I only what you to live and enjoy life, while staying focused on whats important to you and your well-being. Remain true to who you are and what you believe in. Stay positive even through any of the negatives. Get back up if you’re ever knocked down. Keep an open mind and love yourself, always, like I will always love you more than anything in this world, this world that is yours. Be a part of it and take care of it.

You each have a spot in the chambers of my heart that keeps me going through life. A life I can not picture without you.

Hide And Seek

You always seem to try to hide, but hiding is something you’re not too skilled at. I’ll always find you if I want to. At one point I always wanted to find you and see you. To see that face that was always hiding, yet always smiling.

You now are always hiding and finding you has become much more difficult than it was once was. Now I’m not even putting much effort into trying to find you.

We cross paths every now and then, but if we don’t it’s whatever, if we do it’s still whatever. The main difference between now and then is the fact that were both hiding and not seeking each other.

Now that we’re bot hiding things have become much better than they ever were.

I’ll seek you and then hide

Hide and I’ll seek you

No more

The Blues Are Playing (RandomThought-NotThoughtOutCompletely)

They’re watching and listening. Watching what you do and listening to what you say. Everyday walking along the second tier for what reasons, most likely none at all. Taking mental snapshots, giving them something to chat about. Looking for a reason to complain, if they can’t find one they’ll keep looking. Makes no sense at all than again it doesn’t seem like much of what is done makes much sense. Instead of looking for reasons to complain they should try to find the commons sense that’s not so common anymore. And you’ll find a sense of reasoning.

Realizing that all the petty shit going on is only killing you. Doing absolutely no good for you and is making everyday worse than the previous one. About to be at the point where I’m and I haven’t even gotten started, but I’m done.

Up top or at the bottom realize we’re all a part of the machine, with each one of us playing a significant role in keeping the machine up and running. With the lines drawn and barriers put up, it keeps us separate and we become different units, working against the next unit. When we should all be one working together.

The lack of communication is one of the biggest issues that keeps the machine from running smoothly. Any of the communication that is there, is a majority of the time, a bunch of nonsense. It’s nothing but rumors that consist of people talking shit about one another. One could only imagine what is said about themself when their back is turned. With the very fake hello’s and very little eye contact that is exchanged. Act so friendly but I’d say that’s the complete opposite of what you are. Looked down upon as if we’re no good and don’t know anything. Hate to burst your bubble, but that’s not the case. Come down and mingle with us, get to know us a little bit more. Listen to what we have to say and listen to any of the possible improvements that we may suggest. Improvements to help keep the machine running for many more years to come.

We’re on the frontlines and deal with the public on a daily basis. We’re the ones that hear what they want and don’t want first. We listen to them, why not listen to us? Instead of the visual snapshots you see. Not only hearing but actually listening could only help you not hurt you.

Healthy and proper communication is key to a well oiled and functioning machine that we’re apart of. Now with any machine there’s going to be issues that occur and will need to be fixed. The ones causing the problems aren’t taken care instead it’s the few who are doing what they need to do who get the shit end of the stick. And that’s when things become worse than what they were. Everyone could use a little bit of improving, however the ones who are aware of what they could improve should be encouraged not discouraged.

Everyone seems to be looking out for only themselves and wont hesitate to throw you under the bus, especially if it benefits them. The days would be smoother if we all tried to lift up one another. Giving a helping hand and the machine will run smoothly, even if theirs a few bumps along the way, we’ll figure out a way to keep on going.

Onesies(Not Finished)

You have all the potential in the world to do whatever it is, that you want to do, all you have to do is put your mind to it. And no matter what you may choose to do or not do, you can count on me being there and willing to help in any way possible. What I would want for you is to keep growing, learning and never give up on your dreams. Don’t let anyone influence you in any negative way. Never let anyone bring you down and make you second guess your dreams,that you would like pursue in life.

Remain humble and be kind to others, because you never know who someone may be or what they’re going through. Keep in mind that there are people out there who are less fortunate than you. Therefore you should stay grateful for all that you have in life. Especially the little things, we all seem to take for granted. You’ll realize that people can be judgemental of others, simply based off of looks. Even though we’re told to “never judge a book by its cover,” yet we as a society do just that. Look at people as being a book, each with their own story and their own unique theme.